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Rising Star
Created on 2008-02-08 18:30:57 (#14901943), last updated 2008-07-19
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I’m no longer a shadow. My brother’s light no longer beat me down. I’m not just the tensai’s younger brother. In fact, I’m more than that now. I’m a rough diamond waiting to shine, dying to break out of my former shell and be somebody. It’s a slow start but it’s picking up and I’m glad. I’m Yuuta first and foremost, Fuji after all that.
Ever since that fateful day, my life has changed. It’s the second time this has happened. Back then it was Mizuki who showed me the cruelty of life but I owe him most of my younger days. Now it’s Kazuki, my manager. It’s ironic, how the feeling is completely different. Though I owe my success to both of them, I’m afraid it’s a lot more than just that for the older man than it is for Mizuki, not that I will admit it.
The six years have been a whirlwind of lights, cameras, runways, fashion, magazines and stupid fan girls. Yet I know I love it. It’s an amazing feeling to be a rising star. To be fussed over, to be told that I’m unique, to be able to stand tall and look others in the eye with no fear and to be in the spotlight constantly gives me a thrill I can’t describe. I would do this again even if it kills me. Wouldn’t trade this for the world.
It has made me stronger, braver and more confident of myself. I no longer sit and drive myself nuts thinking of ways to one up my brother. Don’t be mistaken, I adore Syuusuke, it’s just the family can be too much to handle, which explains St Rudolph.
Kazuki showed me that I can be loved for who I am and maybe for once, they would call Syuusuke, my brother and not the other way round. I’m working on that, I swear.
Ever since that fateful day, my life has changed. It’s the second time this has happened. Back then it was Mizuki who showed me the cruelty of life but I owe him most of my younger days. Now it’s Kazuki, my manager. It’s ironic, how the feeling is completely different. Though I owe my success to both of them, I’m afraid it’s a lot more than just that for the older man than it is for Mizuki, not that I will admit it.
The six years have been a whirlwind of lights, cameras, runways, fashion, magazines and stupid fan girls. Yet I know I love it. It’s an amazing feeling to be a rising star. To be fussed over, to be told that I’m unique, to be able to stand tall and look others in the eye with no fear and to be in the spotlight constantly gives me a thrill I can’t describe. I would do this again even if it kills me. Wouldn’t trade this for the world.
It has made me stronger, braver and more confident of myself. I no longer sit and drive myself nuts thinking of ways to one up my brother. Don’t be mistaken, I adore Syuusuke, it’s just the family can be too much to handle, which explains St Rudolph.
Kazuki showed me that I can be loved for who I am and maybe for once, they would call Syuusuke, my brother and not the other way round. I’m working on that, I swear.
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